Tuesday, 7th Nov 2017

Today I blacked out while rushing from bed to feed Harriet and Peter found me on the floor. In the afternoon we went to the preschool for a chat about Owen’s progress. They thought he might be the academic sort.

Monday, 6th Nov 2017

Today I didn't sleep very much again. In the morning Peter took the children to the village toddler group and they all had a great time. Owen was very good all day and even ate his dinner! Harriet was a bit broken and not sleeping well.

Sunday, 5th Nov 2017

Today we stayed home all day. In the evening, we resumed catching up The Great British Bakeoff now that we had finished Stranger Things season 2.

Saturday, 4th Nov 2017

Today we went to the Bonfire night at Charlbury and Owen was frightened by the fireworks. He really loved it last year. I finally bought the expensive baby carrier I had been coveting for years and it felt great though it didn't magically make Harriet lighter.

Friday, 3rd Nov 2017

Today I made fish pie. Harriet was still waking frequently in the night and I  finished reading Leviathan Wakes while feeding her.

Wednesday, 1st Nov 2017

Today we went to The Bull to claim our free lunch, the prize of a lucky raffle. Afterwards we went to collect Owen from preschool where he threw a tantrum and refused to walk. So we stood on the pavement, with him bawling (and people coming out of their houses to investigate), for 45mins!

Tuesday, 31st Oct 2017

Today Harriet was very fussy and tired from missing her nap so we hurried and put her to bed early. Owen too, was fussy and tired, and had thrown a tantrum during dinner over the halloween sweets,  so no trick or treating for him.

Monday, 30th Oct 2017

Today was a beautiful day. We went to the library again and Owen played with another boy there. We had Rico’s pizza for dinner. Harriet still didn’t nap well and still had a terrible nappy rash. 

Sunday, 29th Oct 2017

Today grandparents visited us. Owen had a great time with them. We went to the new community centre and park and I ran into Helen.

Saturday, 28th Oct 2017

Today Peter and I had yet another argument about my fear of driving. Nobody understands and being bullied about it like this just makes it worse.

Friday, 27th Oct 2017

Today Harriet continued to be fussy and had difficulty napping / sleeping too. She had a terrible nappy rash, and so did Owen. I spent all day looking at disgusting pictures of rashes on the internet. I finally took her to see the doctor, who just thought it was a common nappy rash. Poor baby, she was in such agony at the bath.

Wednesday, 25th Oct 2017

Today I was feverish and achey from a new cold. Harriet had been unsettled too. So I didn’t take Owen out and let Harriet cry a lot and just been a bad parent in general. Still feel sad about friend’s death but what can I do?

Tuesday, 24th Oct 2017

Today we again forgot to let Harriet have her second nap and perhaps that's why she kept waking up after she had gone to bed.

Monday, 23rd Oct 2017

Today we went to Witney to do shopping. Harriet had been waking loads in the night but she's very cute.

Sunday, 22nd Oct 2017

Today we went to Banbury Hill Farm for cosy tea and walk. But it was too cold and rainy for a nice walk and they didn't have fire!

Saturday, 21st Oct 2017

Today I met up with a very kind lady in our village who helped me with translating a Danish knitting pattern I have. Afterwards I had some time alone without children to enjoy a cappuccino and tiffin. In the evening, Owen thanked me for making dinner and surprised me with his good manners.

Friday, 20th Oct 2017

Today Harriet had been munching on everything desperately and so it was because she was sprouting her first tooth. We gave her fish (salmon) for the first time and she loved it.

Thursday, 19th Oct 2017

Today I took Owen to the flu clinic and then dropped him at nursery. He had a melt down when I was dropping him off and I had to leave him crying after me.